Its finally almost the end of Wednesday....12 hours of studying (with 2 hours break) is seriously mentally tiring...Rather happy that I can wake up for school later tomorrow! :D But...that means term test is even closer!!!! :(
These two days are also the training dates for MEP choir....man....how I wish I could join them too!!! If not because of the tutorials and upcoming term test, I am rather sure I would skip lessons (opps)... Rather miss the wonderful time that I spent together with my dear friends during MEP camp days....ahhhhh
Talking about friendship....it is such a complicated thing. For once, I was torn between two groups of friends. I never felt and thought before that it would be this tiring, this heart-breaking... I just want all of us to be friends! I mean, look we will be together for the next 3 years, why don't we just try to befriend each other and bear awhile with one another's faults? It is not like you are perfect, no one is perfect! (Well, God is perfect) I seriously hope that this problem will resolve soon. Just when I am thinking that I like going to school and meet my new friends, suddenly this problem pops up and destroys this feeling....
I miss my secondary friends, my dear friends, my kingdom...seriously....
The number of times my eyes shed tears for various reasons have increased dramatically since I entered this new school. I have enough of it, please just let me have peace in school....please....I am just another ordinary schoolgirl who wants to have happiness in her daily life and not sorrows!!!
Please....I am begging you...please....
Onegai....
07:23
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